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20122014-09-11T23:29:00+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2012/10/12/well-miss-him-and-celebrate-him-together/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/10/dsc01217.jpgWe'll Miss Him TogetherJordan Alexander Moore-Fields August 9, 1989- October 12, 2008 A Life Well Lived2012-10-13T12:14:40+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2012/10/09/october-is-here/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/10/photo1.jpgOctober is Here 2012https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/10/photo.jpgphoto2012-10-13T03:34:19+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2012/08/09/to-jordan-on-his-23rd-birthday/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/08/dsc012971.jpgDSC01297https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/08/dsc00710.jpgDSC00710Jordan on his way to his dorm his sophomore year of college. https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/08/dsc01297.jpgDSC012972012-08-18T14:09:36+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2012/04/21/putting-the-ipod-on-shuffle-finding-joy/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/04/dsc00593.jpgIPod on Shuffle-Joy2012-04-25T11:44:35+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2012/03/18/jordans-high-school-gra/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/03/dsc025121.jpga question for GodMerrick's high school graduationhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/03/dsc02512.jpgA Question For GodMerrick's high school graduationhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/03/dsc015342.jpgDSC01534Jordan's high school graduationhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/03/dsc015341.jpgA question for GodJordan's high school 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4/20112011-05-14T16:38:23+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2011/04/26/while-sam-cooke-sang/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/dsc01477_3.jpgSam Cooke Playing In The BackgroundMy Daddyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/dsc01005.jpgSam Cooke playing in the backgroundOur family at Daddy's 70th birthday partyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/sc03bd4e0e1.jpgSam Cooke playing in the backgroundDaddy handing Jordan(age 2) a rock when they both got restless at church and went outside.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/sc03bd4e0e.jpgSam Cooke playing in the backgroundDaddy handing Jordan(age 2) a rock when they both got restless at church and went outside.2011-05-17T06:40:19+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2011/04/18/tying-ribbons-making-buttons-remembering-jordan/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/rememberingjordan-2.jpgRememberingJordan-2The button says a life of consequence which are also the commemorative words associated with the Jordan Moore-Fields' Amherst Scholarship fund.2011-04-20T23:57:43+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2011/04/11/good-mourning-commencement/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/photo.jpgGood Mourning Commencementpurple ribbon "J"2011-04-18T00:31:12+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2011/04/04/should-i-have-been-a-helicopter-parent/2011-04-09T00:50:01+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2011/03/27/family-vacations-joy-and-grief-together/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/photo1.jpgFamily Vacation- Joy and Grief togetherhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/photo.jpgFamily Vacations- No Such Thing As Odd Numbers2011-03-29T03:09:56+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2011/03/19/wait-until-a-decent-hour/2011-03-21T16:32:29+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/05/25/generation-y-keeps-in-touch/2011-03-14T03:05:41+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2011/03/13/to-be-a-sweet-offering/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/dsc01479.jpgTo Be A Sweet OfferingSpring is cominghttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/dsc00450.jpgTo Be A Sweet Offering2011-03-17T16:57:12+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/10/18/so-grateful-for-jordans-tree/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/photo1.jpgJordan's Treehttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/dsc00411.jpgJordan's Treehttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/photo.jpgA Tree for JordanJordan's tree with his elementary school in the 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Mark is shovelling in the background.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/02/photo.jpgThe Snowy Day2011-02-05T19:26:17+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2011/02/01/mind-over-matter/2011-02-20T20:19:01+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2011/01/27/the-need-to-know/2011-03-01T06:39:56+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2011/01/24/circling-orbiting-and-making-his-presence-known/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/photo.jpgphotoJordan's forever beach chairhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/n1149750323_30076159_84381.jpgn1149750323_30076159_84382011-01-25T15:56:02+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2011/01/24/sharing-jordans-smile/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/70676_1173704701_6194582_n.jpgMaybe smiling is the answerhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/n1149750252_30573557_819.jpgn1149750252_30573557_819https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/img_0044.jpgMaybe smiling is the 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sistershttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/sc01ea4d05.jpgJohnson SistersNanny holding me.2014-02-28T17:46:39+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2011/01/07/a-new-year-day-by-day/2011-01-12T01:19:50+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/12/24/christmas-time-is-here/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/photo5.jpgChristmas Time Is HereThe first ornament hung on the treehttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/photo4.jpgChristmas TIme Is Herehttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/photo3.jpgChristmas Time Is HereJordan's Ornamenthttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/photo2.jpgChristmas Time Is HereJordan and Lego Santahttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/photo1.jpgChristmas Time Is HereJordan and Lego Santahttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/photo.jpgChristmas Time Is HerePaper is emblazoned with a line from, "My Favorite Things."2011-01-05T20:57:06+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/12/15/worldwide-candle-lighting/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/4685_98237261643_710041643_2493911_4011471_s.jpgWorldwide Candle Lighting Ceremonyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/wclgenwebsite.jpgWorldwide Candle Lighting2010-12-23T03:58:42+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/12/10/how-to-decorate-a-christmas-tree/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/dsc00717.jpgHow To Decorate A Christmas TreeThe picture of Jordan that will made into an ornamenthttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/dsc00021.jpgHow To Decorate A Christmas TreeJordan breaking out in songhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/dsc01219.jpgHow To Decorate A Christmas TreeChristmas 20072010-12-13T15:59:26+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/12/06/sweet-honey-in-the-rock-to-end-the-day/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/sc001c3456.jpgSweet Honey in the Rockhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/n1149750323_30076085_3160.jpgSweet Honey In The Rockehttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/n4001179_30642706_8058.jpgSweet Honey In The Rock2010-12-07T17:07:11+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/11/23/gratitude-and-envy/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/11/photo.jpgThanksgiving Gratitude and Envy2010-11-28T04:43:16+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/11/12/glimpses-of-senior-year-and-wondering-what-if/2010-11-24T18:17:33+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/10/01/jordans-friends/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/sc047e7e0c.jpgJordan's FriendsJordan's 10th Birthday partyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/n1149750053_30573000_2423.jpgJordan's FriendsJordan and Matthttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/dsc01414-11.jpgdsc01414-1https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/dsc01414-1.jpgJordan's FriendsSenior Promhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/dsc01414.jpgJordan's FriendsSenior Prom2010-11-12T16:20:10+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/11/03/reading-jordans-gratitude-list/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/11/dsc00726.jpgGratitude Listhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/11/sc03f7eadc.jpgGratitude Listhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/11/sc054cfa66.jpgMy Search Turned Up GratitudeJordan's Gratitude list circa 20022010-11-11T03:15:39+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/10/31/11-18-49-hike/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/sc001e69ec1.jpg11-18-49, hike!Halloween circa 2002https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/sc001e69ec.jpg11-18-49, hikeHalloween circa 2002https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/dsc01327.jpg11-18-49, hike!2010-11-02T15:08:53+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/10/24/seeing-the-stinky-cheese-man/2010-10-29T04:17:02+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/10/20/celebrating-18/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/photo2.jpgCelebrating 18The handsome young man https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/s710041643_2264486_7538428.jpgs710041643_2264486_7538428https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/sc001de160.jpg18th Birthday CelebrationMy sweet little boy2010-10-24T22:14:03+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/09/16/anniversaries/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/dsc01217.jpgJordanJordan and his beautiful smile. The way we remember him.2010-10-19T00:25:57+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/09/22/leaves/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/dsc01327.jpgLeavesJordan's leaf2010-10-19T00:25:15+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/10/12/dear-jordan/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/sc001c3456.jpgDear JordanDuring one of our vacations, Jordan pointing to the vastness that lay ahead.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/dsc00625.jpgDear JordanJordan always with a book handy.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/dsc00450.jpgDear JordanStatue we found in antique shop for meditation garden.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/dsc00029.jpgDear JordanJordan standing atop a memorial during his first day at Amherst College. 8/072010-10-19T00:21:30+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/10/13/with-friends-like-these/2010-10-18T00:13:24+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/10/12/always/2010-10-12T20:10:13+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/10/08/cushioning-the-impact-of-the-da/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/n1149750252_30573557_819.jpgSavoring Sweet Memorieshttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/sc00aabe9c_2.jpgSweet MemoriesDuring 2009-10 Amherst College football season, Jordan's friend Sean honored Jordan by wearing number, "89," in honor of Jordan's birthday.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/2881_520356254771_4000961_30956168_4979665_n.jpgSoaking up Sweet MemoriesA friend of Jordan got an "Air J" tatoo in memory of Jordan. https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/6009_107376036643_710041643_2649952_5016567_s.jpgSoaking up sweet memoriesArt project that Jordan did in elementary school. He entitled his artwork, "He Who Loves His Family"2010-10-09T15:29:53+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/10/04/i-love-you-more-today-than-yesterday/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/sc00334caf.jpgLove you more todayJordan crooning to the sky-This picture always makes me laughhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/dsc00690.jpgLove you more today8/9/08-Oma's pound cake is the birthday cakehttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/dsc01229.jpgLove you morehttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/dsc00593.jpg"Love You More Today"https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/sc0428244f01.jpg"I Love You More Today Than Yesterday"2010-10-05T21:20:14+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/03/15/soundtrack/2010-10-04T20:32:30+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/10/02/fall-is-here-and-im-trying-not-to-fall/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/dsc013891.jpgTrying not to fallAlways Mom of 4https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/dsc00038.jpgTrying not to fallhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/dsc00625.jpgTrying not to fallhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/dsc013971.jpgTrying not to fallJoking for the camera as Jordan was off to his Senior promhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/dsc01397.jpgTrying not to fallhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/dsc01396.jpgTrying not to fallhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/dsc01541.jpgTrying not to fallhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/dsc01389.jpgTrying not to fallhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/4685_98237261643_710041643_2493911_4011471_s.jpgTrying not to fall2010-10-04T19:58:05+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/09/29/ever-true-to-brown/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/60440_10150267783630084_865640083_15061532_2664790_s1.jpg"Ever True To Brown"One of the calmer poses with friends in front of the Van Wickle Gates2010-10-03T00:44:19+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/03/08/calls/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/03/sc03f7eadc.jpgCallsEarly days https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/03/sc0428244f01.jpgCalls2010-10-03T00:43:11+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/10/28/sitting-with-anger/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/sc0428244f012.jpgSitting With AngerA pic of Jordan I keep in my journal. The fortune reads,"Sorrow of parting will bring happiness of reunification."https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/sc0428244f011.jpgSitting with AngerPicture of Jordan inside my journal. Fortune under pic reads, "Sorrow of parting will bring happiness of reunification.2010-10-03T00:39:51+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/09/28/good-times/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/62264_1654444003682_1314517377_31722645_2741639_s1.jpgGood TimesCatching up with classmates/friends after attending a lecture.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/62264_1654444003682_1314517377_31722645_2741639_s.jpgGood TimesStanding outside one of the lecture halls with dear friends.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/61280_10150267785520084_865640083_15061614_1459062_s.jpgGood TimesMy dear sister-friend Michele who is the reason I said, "I want to go too."https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/62254_10150267785485084_865640083_15061612_153769_s.jpgGood Times"Sex and the City" girlfriend moments on Doreen's amazing deck. What a view!https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/60970_10150267782180084_865640083_15061514_1178573_s.jpgGood TImesMy Prince loving friend Doreen. You could always find her dorm room by following the music.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/60440_10150267783630084_865640083_15061532_2664790_s.jpgGood TimesStanding in front of the Van Wickle Gates with friends2010-09-29T14:45:15+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/09/27/just-be-jackie/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/vanwicklegates.jpgJust Being Jackiehttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/40413_148215868526952_100000156205182_485468_7304496_n.jpgJust Being JackieCollege Graduation2010-09-28T17:32:18+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/10/23/pet-therapy/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/photo-16.jpgPet TherapyOur Nessy2010-09-22T13:07:30+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/08/02/picture-day/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/dsc01340.jpgPicture Day2010-09-22T13:02:53+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/11/23/brother-talk/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/dsc000421.jpgBrother TalkMerrick always keep Jordan close to your heart.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/dsc00042.jpgBrother TalkKeep him close to your heart Merrickhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/sc0475c64e.jpgBrother TalkBrothers and confidanteshttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/6009_107376036643_710041643_2649952_5016567_s.jpgBrother TalksAn art piece Jordan did in elementary school for a Native American mask assignment. He named himself, "He who loves his family."2010-09-22T13:00:45+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/09/13/minefields/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/4240_88434686643_710041643_2344043_8369381_s1.jpgJordan and IRelationships are eternal2010-09-21T23:33:35+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/09/21/fight-flight-or-freeze/2010-09-22T17:18:00+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/02/19/looking-too-soon/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/4685_98237261643_710041643_2493911_4011471_s.jpgLooking Too SoonJordan's candle2011-05-03T01:06:59+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/02/13/valentines-transformation/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/dsc012101.jpgValentines-TransformationsJordan and Lindsay 12/07https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/sc03a8b16f.jpgValentines-TransformationRediscovered Valentinehttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/dsc01210.jpgValentines-Transformation2010-09-20T19:55:24+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/01/31/getting-jordan-ready/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/dsc015321.jpgJordan Getting ReadyJordan and I after his high school graduation ceremonyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/dsc01532.jpgGetting Jordan ReadyJordan and I after his high school graduation ceremonyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/300h1.jpgGetting Jordan ReadyJordan's senior portraithttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/300h.jpgGetting Jordan ReadyJordan's Senior high school portraithttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/sc04846a34_32.jpgGetting Jordan ReadyJordan getting ready for 8th grade dance.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/sc04846a34_31.jpgGetting Jordan ReadyJordan getting ready for 8th grade dance.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/sc04846a34_3.jpgGetting Jordan ReadyMark showing Jordan how to tie a tie.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/sc001f1bdd.jpgGetting Jordan ReadyJordan and I at his sixth grade graduation ceremony.2010-09-20T19:49:43+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/01/19/wish-you-were-here/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/20674_218507731643_710041643_3660665_5867839_s2.jpgWish You Were HereJordan and I sharing a joyful moment on my birthday.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/20674_218507731643_710041643_3660665_5867839_s1.jpgWish You Were HereJordan and I sharing a joyful moment on my birthday.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/20674_218507731643_710041643_3660665_5867839_s.jpgWish You Were HereJordan and I sharing a joyful moment on my birthday.2010-09-20T19:44:40+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/12/31/reconfiguration/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/dsc000664.jpgReconfigurationMy Jordanhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/dsc000663.jpgReconfigurationMy Jordanhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/dsc000662.jpgReconfigurationMy Jordanhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/dsc000661.jpgReconfigurationMy Jordanhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/dsc00066.jpgReconfigurationMy Jordanhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/sc0488816c1.jpgReconfigurationThe brothers ringing in 2000https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/sc0488816c.jpgReconfigurationBrothers welcoming in 2000https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/dsc01312.jpgReconfigurationOur family at Jordan's tree dedication ceremony. The tree was dedicated by Lindsay's and Kendall's Girl Scout Troop.2010-09-20T19:40:22+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/12/06/bringing-jordan-home/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/sc0186a07e1.jpgBringing Jordan HomeImage of the newspaper Mark bought on the day Jordan was born.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/sc0186a07e.jpgBringing Jordan HomeThe newspaper Mark bought on the day Jordan was born.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/4685_98237261643_710041643_2493911_4011471_s.jpgBringing Jordan HomeJordan's candle lit when we need to feel close to him.2012-08-20T19:01:53+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/11/24/happy-thanksgiving/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/dsc01381.jpgHappy ThanksgivingThe picture of Jordan I look at and talk too most often.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/dsc00304.jpgHappy ThanksgivingMy daughters' after dinner showhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/dsc01217.jpgHappy ThanksgivingMy wonderful son with his beautiful smilehttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/dsc00301.jpgHappy ThanksgivingOur last Thanksgiving with Jordan. Mark is the photographer.2010-09-20T19:28:19+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/11/13/trusting-again/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/sc00e6c19f.jpgTrusting AgainJordan's great smile captured by his friend Clare at school. This picture sits in our family room. I love that Jordan is looking back smiling at me every morning when I come downstairs.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/s1149750252_30573557_819.jpgs1149750252_30573557_8192010-09-20T19:25:30+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/09/08/3/2015-08-09T07:23:11+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/03/22/hopes-and-wishes/2010-09-18T23:34:43+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/09/17/blessings/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/dsc005151.jpgBlessingsMark and I summer of '08https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/dsc00515.jpgBlessingsSummer of '082010-09-21T01:57:16+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/09/15/still-going/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/s1149750252_30573557_819.jpgStill GoingJordan in the high school newspaper room 2010-09-17T03:44:28+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/09/14/freestyle/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/41092_1422707965732_1173704701_31004469_2738065_n.jpgFreestyleMerrick and Billy performing at our "Express Yourself" eventhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/dsc00671.jpgFreestyleMy sons deep in conversation2010-09-15T15:51:29+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/09/13/back-to-school/2010-09-15T02:32:46+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/08/08/8-9-10/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/dsc00037.jpg8.9.10Jordan and I when we dropped him off at college his Freshman year.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/sc03f7eadc.jpg8.9.10A special moment with my firstbornhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/sc04755fea.jpg8.9.10Jordan at his 1st birthday party, laughing at his Dad whose trying to get him to blow out candle.2010-09-12T00:06:22+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/07/22/let-it-be-me/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/sc001c3456.jpgLet It Be Me2010-09-11T23:55:53+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/07/28/cleansing-breaths/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/dsc00081.jpgCleansing Breathshttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/sc04c6e9f3.jpgCleansing BreathsJordan's early version of hiking the ballhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/dsc00066.jpgCleansing BreathsJordan holding a book he got for his 15th birthdayhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/03-03-09_0842.jpgCleansing Breaths2010-09-11T23:53:35+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/08/14/the-world-keeps-turning/2010-09-11T23:51:30+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/08/16/express-yourself/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/41247_1422707485720_1173704701_31004462_3305989_s.jpgExpress YourselfPreparing to read my letter to Jordanhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/41092_1422707965732_1173704701_31004469_2738065_n.jpgExpress YourselfMerrick and Jordan's friend Billy preparing to perform. Mark is acting as DJhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/40499_1422707645724_1173704701_31004464_5332769_n.jpgExpress YourselfCollage I made of pictures of Jordan that make me smile. The center picture of Jordan holding the sparkler and singing is my favorite.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/okglvh.jpeg"Express Yourself"https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/mtugmg1.jpeg"Express Yourself"https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/mtugmg.jpeg"Express Yourself"2010-09-11T23:48:55+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/08/18/a-new-system/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/dsc00380.jpgA New Systemhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/sc0428244f01.jpgA New Systemhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/sc001f1bdd.jpgA New System2010-09-11T23:48:22+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/08/19/messages/2010-09-11T23:47:49+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/08/23/road-trip-home/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/740px-ohio.jpgRoad Trip Homehttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/img_0044.jpgRoad Trip HomeLast picture of Jordan taken at my parents' house. Image of Jordan's dad is reflected in Jordan's sunglasses.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/sc001bb744.jpgRoad Trip HomeQuick pic taken before trip back to Chicagohttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/sc001e8d441.jpgRoad Trip HomeOma and Pop with Jordan and Merrickhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/sc001e8d44.jpgRoad Trip HomePicture taken in my parents' family roomhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/dsc01005.jpgRoad Trip HomeMy sister, brother-in-law, parents and my little family2010-09-11T23:47:05+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/08/25/senior-moments/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/dsc00710.jpgSenior MomentsJordan walking to his dorm sophomore yearhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/dsc00029.jpgSenior MomentsAmherst College Freshmanhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/dsc00006.jpgSenior MomentsBack to school- L & K in elementary school, M in middle school and Jordan in high schoolhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/dsc00046_2.jpgSenior Momentshttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/dsc00044_2.jpgSenior MomentsHigh school seniorhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/sc0485e7b5.jpgSenior MomentsExcited high school freshmanhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/sc047d89bf_2.jpgSenior MomentsJordan on 1st day of Kindergartenhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/sc047783a2.jpgSenior MomentsJordan and Merrick walking to school on the first day. I wanted to capture them walking together. This was last year they would walk to school together. Jordan would ride the bus for Junior high.2010-09-11T23:46:30+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/08/29/tell-your-story-help-my-kids/2010-09-11T23:43:31+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/09/01/how-can-i-see-you/2010-09-11T23:42:47+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/09/10/business-matters/2010-09-13T18:09:53+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/09/06/detective-work/2010-09-08T20:43:47+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/11/06/celebrations/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/dsc00061.jpgDSC00061https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/dsc01340.jpgCelebrationsMerrick and I after he opened his gifts.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/dsc00739.jpgCelebrationsMerrick lost in thought as we sing "Happy Birthday" to him on his 16th birthday.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/dsc01361.jpgCelebrationsMerrick checking out his new gifthttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/dsc00411.jpgCelebrationsFriends cutting cloth from "Jordan's mantle"https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/dsc00481_1.jpgCelebrationsJordan helping Merrick celebrate his 13th birthdayhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/sc001b8b35.jpgCelebrationsBrothers that were buddies from the start2010-08-25T00:40:33+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/10/19/opening-the-boxes/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/dsc00713.jpgOpening the BoxesJordan indulging his dad's need to capture every moment. Here he is about to open the door to his dorm room.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/dsc00038.jpgUnpacking the boxesFather and Son together.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/dsc00710_2.jpgOpening the BoxesJordan on his way to check out his new dorm room sophomore year.2010-08-25T00:24:13+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/09/11/out-in-the-world/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/5369_117423016643_710041643_2812533_7648429_s7.jpgRelationships are eternal2010-08-25T00:19:07+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/09/09/9/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/5369_117423016643_710041643_2812533_7648429_s4.jpgRelationships are eternalJackie with thoughts of Jordan always close.2010-08-25T00:06:35+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/04/13/almost-pretending/2010-08-10T14:10:05+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/04/18/to-sleep/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/4685_98237261643_710041643_2493911_4011471_s.jpgTo SleepJordan's Candle2010-08-10T14:08:20+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/05/15/year-two/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/05/dsc01481.jpgYear Two2010-08-10T14:03:57+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/06/06/what-jordan-gave-us/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/dsc00726.jpgWhat Jordan Gave Ushttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/6775_1125274650085_1173704701_30333971_5698524_n.jpgWhat Jordan Gave UsA card my sister made in honor of Jordan's 20th birthday celebration2010-10-27T15:52:13+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/06/13/graduation-day/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/dsc01524.jpgGraduation DayJordan's graduation2010-08-10T13:56:41+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/07/06/trial-run/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/dsc01482.jpgTrial Run2010-08-10T13:54:19+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/07/13/were-together/2010-08-10T13:52:04+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/07/15/party-planning/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/dsc01297.jpgParty PlanningBanner hung at our house to welcome guests to 2009 celebration of Jordan's lifehttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/sc03bcca6701.jpgParty Planning2010-08-10T13:49:05+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/10/16/we-keep-going/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/dsc007171.jpgPrimal griefThe way we'll always remember him.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/dsc00717.jpgPrimal grief2010-08-10T13:44:00+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/08/09/to-jordan-on-his-21st-birthday/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/sc04755fea2.jpgTo Jordan...21st birthdayhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/dsc013001.jpgTo Jordan..21st BirthdayBanner at Jordan's tree dedication, August 2009-his 20th birthdayhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/dsc01300.jpgTo Jordan... 21st birthdayBanner used at tree dedication ceremony for Jordan's 20th birthday.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/dsc00704.jpgTo Jordan...21st BirthdayJordan celebrating his 19th birthday with his siblingshttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/dsc00293.jpgTo Jordan...21st Birthdayhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/sc047687cd.jpgTo Jordan...21st birthdayhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/sc001d30f6.jpgTo Jordan...21st Birthdayhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/sc04755fea1.jpgTo Jordan on his 21st birthday2010-08-14T14:33:22+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/08/06/learning-to-exhale/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/dsc00949.jpgLearning to exhale2010-08-09T03:03:54+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/08/04/birthday-girls/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/img_6600.jpgBirthday Girls2010-08-06T02:59:50+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/07/17/mother-skills/2010-07-29T18:03:04+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/07/23/family-visit/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/sc000a7ec6.jpgFamily visitJulie at age 2 and me at age 4https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/sc03bdd79401.jpgFamily visitMama and I when I lived in L.A.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/dsc00091_1.jpgFamily Visit2010-07-27T02:14:37+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/03/14/be-good-to-yourself/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/03/dsc01248.jpgBe Good to Yourselfhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/03/5369_117423016643_710041643_2812533_7648429_s.jpgBe Good to Yourself2010-05-12T03:00:56+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/02/25/jordans-room/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/n4001179_30642706_80585.jpgJordan's RoomLiving life to the fullesthttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/n4001179_30642706_80584.jpgJordan's RoomLiving life to the fullesthttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/n4001179_30642706_80583.jpgJordan's RoomLiving life to the fullesthttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/n4001179_30642706_80582.jpgJordan's RoomLiving life to the fullesthttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/n4001179_30642706_80581.jpgJordan's RoomLiving life to the fullesthttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/n4001179_30642706_8058.jpgJordan's RoomLiving life to the fullesthttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/03-03-09_0842.jpgJordan's RoomPicture I took of wall in Jordan's room-"Jordan was here"2010-04-05T06:19:23+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/09/28/say-his-name/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/dsc015351.jpgSay His NameJordan with his Pop-High School graduation 2007https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/dsc01535.jpgSay His NameJordan with his Pop - High school graduation 20072013-10-24T17:30:30+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/02/09/scrabble-j/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/s547849111_1463074_27133.jpgScrabble Jhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/s547849111_1463074_27132.jpgs547849111_1463074_2713https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/s547849111_1463074_27131.jpgs547849111_1463074_2713https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/s547849111_1463074_2713.jpgScrabble J2010-02-09T22:45:25+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2010/01/04/home/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/sc001d56e65.jpgHomeNanny and Jordan meeting for the first time.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/sc001d56e64.jpgHomeNanny and Jordan meeting for the first time.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/sc001d56e63.jpgHomeNanny and Jordan meeting for the first time.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/sc001d56e62.jpgHomeNanny and Jordan meeting for the first time.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/sc001d56e61.jpgHomeNanny and Jordan meeting for the first time.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/sc001d56e6.jpgHomeNanny and Jordan meeting for the first time.https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/4194_89583546643_710041643_2360839_6096784_s.jpgHomeNanny holding me as a newborn2010-01-06T01:49:44+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/12/09/to-do-list/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/dsc003801.jpgTo Do Listhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/dsc00380.jpgTo Do List2010-02-09T15:25:57+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/10/09/learning-from-each-other/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/dsc00068.jpgLearning From Each OtherMy children sharing a moment together.2009-10-12T20:33:10+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.com/2009/10/07/contortion/https://alwaysmomof4.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/10/4685_98237261643_710041643_2493911_4011471_n.jpgContortionJordan's Candle burning in remembrance2010-05-26T03:16:42+00:00monthlyhttps://alwaysmomof4.comdaily1.02023-10-12T15:09:16+00:00